Dreams of love

The thought makes my stomach curl

Yet at this time, you’re all I can think about

Even knowing that my longing for you is one sided

I dreamt what I believe most little girls think about when their prince appears

That i’ll live happily ever after with a loyal and faithful love

But I know it’s a dream that I won’t have

You don’t feel the same way so why?

Why do I feel the need to pursue you to give me an answer to have peace?

The answer is already laid out in front of me but

Couldnt you’ve acknowledge what you have to done to me at least?

Why approach me at the start if the intention is to hurt and confuse me at the end of it all?

I wonder if understanding your actions will give me relief

All I can do at this moment,

Is to live with the wounds you have given me ands to just keep swimming

I know eventually someday, I’ll find peace

Someday, you will become nothing but a bitter memory

I close my eyes

Memories of love

The thought makes my stomach curl